ramblings of an urban survivalist ...

Paolo and Nina 08/17/08

2008-08-21T21:16:00.000-07:00

beyond words ... i'm so happy for the both of you ... and very glad i was a part of this very important day ...

http://threelogyvideo.com/blog/?p=249

I'm ready.

2008-07-31T23:01:00.001-07:00

Please take me home.

ready, get set, go home

2008-07-27T09:56:00.000-07:00

countdown meter: 0 days to trip.

technically, this trip was thought of, planned, coordinated, executed in a span of 10 months. for a more dramatic flair, this trip is in essence - 7 years in the making. i haven't stepped foot in my house since i left in july 31st, 2001. on august 1st, my long overdue visit is finally happening. this boy is coming home.

a few hours before i hop on that plane that will take me home - i am overwhelmed with a mix of emotions. happy, excited, giddy, anxious, scared. when i lost my father in 2006, i had the vaguest idea when i will actually have the chance to visit 'him'. for someone in my situation, i dealt with 2 major struggles - losing my father and finding closure. i hope as i stand over his grave, i will understand it all and accept. my life unfolded as it should be - as painful as it may have been - but there is a reason. i will realize it soon.

jacen

2008-07-23T15:46:00.000-07:00

how quickly he grows ...

5 months later ...

manila manila

2008-06-30T15:51:00.000-07:00

Countdown: 28 days to trip

Moon and Venus

2008-06-23T17:03:00.000-07:00

i get a weekly email of my astrological reading courtesy of Astrocenter and once in a blue moon i would actually find it in my inbox loaded with a gazillion emails from the weekend. here's the weekly reading i got today and i felt it's worth posting...

What Do You Want?

The Sun and Venus in Cancer make this a time of reflection, APM. It is a good idea to slow down and to take a look at your priorities. This process happens about the same time every year, and it gives you the opportunity to conserve your energy and to affirm your direction by tuning into your inner guidance. If you can plant the seeds of your future desires in your subconscious mind while it is more accessible to you, you will set great forces in motion that will enable you to bring your dreams to life. This week is rather like a period of gestation when you are waiting for the right time to make a move. Forces beyond your control are working on your behalf so that once the Sun moves into your sign, you will be ready to take action and bring these exciting ideas to life. You have a lot of energy at your disposal but may not have a focus for it. It may help to use it in order to clean out clutter, clear up any backlog, and give yourself plenty of room to maneuver once you know where what you are doing.

hmmmm.

can hardly wait...

2008-06-20T19:01:00.000-07:00

Countdown: 37 days to trip

Hong Kong

From century-spanning traditions to progressive modern innovations, touring Hong Kong offers a unique look into the history of this magical land while providing a glance into the future of the country. Colorful works of art, sprawling forested hills and one of the world's most advanced cities and economic centers are just the tip of the iceberg for those ready to experience Hong Kong travel.

As your plane lands at Hong Kong International Airport, also known as Chek Lap Kok, you'll be instantly aware of just how innovative Hong Kong is. The airport, which opened in 1998, is highly regarded as one of the best in the world. With full-service efficiency and modern facilities, your Hong Kong flight arrival will be just the beginning of an incredible experience.

A brilliantly magical and complex land, there's no shortage of places and sights to discover when you vacation in Hong Kong, China. Modern Hong Kong is separated into four major regions which include Hong Kong Island, the Kowloon Peninsula, the New Territories and the Outlying Islands. Each region holds its own secrets.

Hong Kong Island is home to the primary city and it's the heart of Hong Kong. With a breathtaking skyline, it's a gorgeous view, especially when seen from atop The Peak which overlooks both Victoria Harbor and the cityscape. The southern coast of the island is where sun worshippers gather for a respite on the gorgeous beaches found there. The beaches at Repulse Bay are both the largest and the most popular. For an inexpensive treat, take a tram ride and get a good look at the city from ground level. Also, make sure to take in the significance of Golden Bauhinia Square and try some of the best restaurants and bars in Lan Kwai Fong. Believe it or not, there's even a Hong Kong Disneyland Resort which is located on Lantau Island.

A trip to Kowloon will offer an equally great experience. Here, you can expect to find the Hong Kong Space Museum, the Hong Kong Cultural Centre and Kowloon Park. Every night, you can enjoy the Symphony of Lights, a brilliant light display featuring many of Hong Kong's skyscrapers. Another scenic joy is a trip on the Star Ferry where you can get a beautiful look at the city's skyline from the water. Be sure to bring your camera! If the shopping of Hong Kong Island is a little expensive for your budget, then you'll find the opportunities in Kowloon to be much more reasonable.

From Kowloon, a pleasant ride along the Kowloon Canton Railway will have you on your way to the New Territories. This is where you can get a glimpse into the "real life" of Hong Kong's residents. While Hong Kong Island and Kowloon offer a more modern approach, the New Territories is where the traditions are kept firmly intact. Enjoy a lesson in the region's history with a visit to the Hong Kong Heritage Museum and take in the spiritual temples in the area. Some of the must-see temples include the Man Mo Temple and the Lam Tsuen Wishing Tree. The many outdoor parks hold plenty of excitement and photographic opportunities as well. Enjoy a jog in the Tai Po Waterfront Park or visit the monkeys at Kam Shan Country Park.

Hong Kong nightlife is an experience unlike any other. To begin planning your visit, or to learn more about this enchanted land, the Internet is your best source. Plan your vacation, make your reservations and even pay for it all up front, right from the comfort of your couch! By making your plans online, you'll have a better chance of finding cheap airfare, deals on hotel accommodations and sightseeing tips for your memorable visit to exotic Hong Kong.

SOURCE: AOL Travel

38 days to trip.

Father's Day

2008-06-13T18:04:00.000-07:00

when was the last time you cried?

last night i had very vivid dream. my family was around the dinner table. my mom, sisters, brother and my dad were all present. in fact, i was sitting right beside my father. he was talking to me. the voice is exactly how i remember it - clear, fluid, strong and dominant but caring. he was telling me how happy he is for me and that everything is ok. he goes on to tell me that he wants me to have his watch and that i should keep it no matter what and 'even if he gets hurt'. in my dream, i started to cry. tears streamed down my cheeks like crazy.

i woke up - crying. tears streaming down my cheeks like crazy. my pillow was wet. the dream felt real. his voice so solid. and his words resonated in my head for the rest of the day.

'even if i get hurt'

The Six Most Fattening Summer Cocktails

2008-06-12T16:01:00.000-07:00

Summer's here, and that means it's time for frosty cocktails and outdoor bars. But not all icy drinks are created equal: A couple of your after-work favorites can be equivalent to a whole day's worth of calories—or a nice big piece of cheesecake. Here's where some summer favorites stack up on the health scale. (The most calorific drink may surprise you.)

6. Daiquiri. A frozen strawberry daiquiri, made from strawberry schnapps, rum, lime juice, sugar and strawberries, contains about 220 calories. Using a prefabricated mix or fruit juices will boost the calorie count even more, says Jackie Warner, a fitness trainer and the star of the Bravo network's "Work Out." "You really want to not combine juices with liquor, because juices are loaded with sugar, and then liquor has alcohol sugar, so you're loading the sugars together," she says.

5. Mojito. The classic mojito—a mixture of lime juice, sugar, mint leaves, rum and soda—will run you about 242 calories, according to cookinglight.com. Rum is already a little more calorie-heavy than other liquors, so Warner suggests asking for a sugarless mojito to up the health value. "People would be shocked how tasty it really is," she says. "And the hangover the next day is much, much less." (A big dose of sugar can contribute to your morning-after headache.)

4. Mint Julep. You don't need a straw hat or a horserace to drink a mint julep. But the concoction of bourbon and mint-and-sugar syrup might set your diet back. One glass contains about 472 calories, according to allrecipes.com.

3. Piña Colada. If you like piña coladas, watch out: the rum, pineapple juice and cream of coconut drink can contain up to 650 calories. Using crushed pineapple, fat-free ice cream, sugar-free syrup and Splenda will make the drink significantly healthier, although maybe a little less fun.

2. Mudslide. A 12-ounce frozen mudslide—made with vodka, Kahlua liqueur, Bailey's Irish Cream and vanilla ice cream—tastes like an alcoholic milkshake and is just about as unhealthy. It has 820 calories and 27.2 grams of fat, according to drinksmixer.com. That's equivalent to a Carl's Jr. Loaded Breakfast Burrito or two 44-ounce soft drinks and would eat up more than half of a 1,500-calorie-a-day diet.

1. Margarita.Jimmy Buffet fans might not be too happy to hear it, but Margaritas may be the summer's least healthy drink. If you use a sugar-saturated Margarita mix, add tequila or Triple Sec, and then pour the drink into a salt-rimmed glass, the result could set you back 850 calories, Warner says. "That's insane," she says. "I would much rather have a slice of cheesecake." (Margaritas prepared from scratch can have half as many calories.)

But there's hope for the thirsty partygoer: Warner recommends opting for lower-calorie options, like a vodka mojito, or cutting back on unhealthy mixers like juices or sodas. "You can get sugar-free mixers or anything diet," she says. "You can get diet tonic [water] now, so you can add a little spritz of tonic and you can add lemons. There's all kinds of ways to flavor it with no calories whatsoever." Her drink of choice? A vodka on the rocks (115 calories). You could also go with a simple glass of rosé, which only has 105 calories and is probably cheaper than a frozen drink, too.

By Tina Peng | Newsweek Web Exclusive

the countdown begins ....

2008-06-01T22:57:00.000-07:00

the tickets have been bought, the hotel in Hong Kong reserved, day tours in HK and Macau are booked and the balikbayan boxes are on its way to Manila.

the countdown begins!

56 days to trip.

new favorite word

2008-04-02T12:34:00.001-07:00

Manorexic

A man who thinks it is attractive to be skinny and lacking in muscle mass or any outward physical appearance of masculinity. The most amusing example being young, metrosexual males who weigh 120-140 pound and go to the gym to "tone" and "get cut", but fear "getting too big."

flexibilty and tolerance???

2008-03-18T12:44:00.000-07:00

for a quite some time my daily Tarot Readings has been way off. so way off that sometimes i don't finish reading them or even ignore them entirely. but yesterday's reading is completely on spot!

"Things aren't running too smoothly today, dear APM, and if your relationship has reached a critical stage, Justice and the Tower are suggesting that the idea of a separation, even a divorce, could be in the air. If you want to avoid the situation becoming bitter and reaching the point of no return, you need to be more flexible and show some tolerance."

and below is the reading for today the 18th, the day after the storm.

"Today you're going to be rather unsure about your choices and decisions in matters of the heart, dear APM. The Magician brings a breath of fresh air, either in the shape of an unforeseen encounter or another event that opens new perspectives for you. Seize this opportunity in order to banish any feelings of uncertainty that are a source of anxiety for you. There is no good reason why you should torment yourself with all these questions!"

sigh ...

Dancin for Dollars

2008-02-29T10:04:00.000-08:00

leap year

2008-02-29T09:05:00.000-08:00

do you know someone born on February 29th? if you do, make sure you give him a ring or invite him to dinner, coffee or drinks. give him a hug.

happy leap day!

welcome! (part 2)

2008-02-26T12:00:00.000-08:00

more pics of baby jacen...

jacen with big sis - jaina

soul sisters!

2008-02-25T14:42:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Lesley! you rock!

more pics at - http://web.mac.com/starmaker2.2

so weird ....

2008-02-21T11:05:00.000-08:00

i was browsing thru francis' blog and came across these 2 pictures he had recently posted... hahaha... what happened to my hair?!

welcome!

2008-02-11T13:10:00.000-08:00

welcome to the family - Jose Alberto M. Baltazar. born February 9, 2008.

i look forward to meeting you ....

i heart JM

2008-02-01T18:19:00.000-08:00

can't wait for the new CD

enero ... enero ... enero ...

2008-01-31T13:52:00.000-08:00

i'm back!

the month of January flew by. it's as if it was only yesterday when i finished unpacking from my Canada trip. the holidays came and went - a fact that i'm both pleased and sad about. i'm pretty happy the holiday insanity, often referred to as holidaze, is over. incessant holiday parties, dinners, and get togethers while tremendously fun, eventually wore me out. meanwhile, my first sojourn outside of the United States in 6 years, ended even before i can finish saying Happy Ho Ho Ho. it was great to have the opportunity to spend Christmas family once again. it was a truly unforgettable eight days - my first white christmas, seeing my sister pregnant for the first time, finding a new meaning of christmas day as seen in the eyes of my niece, and exploring a foreign country with joel. i definitely look forward to the next visit.

everything has been a blur since then. work has been crazy busy. and as i struggled to find my footing and a complete sense of normalcy, i had to deal with my annual performance evaluation. on top of that, i have a new boss - yet again. it's certainly beginning to feel like im getting a new one every umm, six months. =( a new year, a 9% salary increase, a new commission scheme, a new boss equals a promise of a great 2008, adjustments in the work environment and more responsibilities. it's all in a day's work.

another major highlight of the month is jun's 30th birthday! woohoo!!! an awesome, talented and true friend! i wish you all the best and many more birthdays to come.
L-R philip, josh, rd, joel, alex, phil, jun

tomorrow is February 1st. fourteen days to V-day. let the countdown begin.

i heart JM

2008-01-21T15:07:00.000-08:00

world's largest malls hmm mmm...

2008-01-13T21:22:00.000-08:00

Heading out to the mall--isn't that yesterday's way to shop?

Not in Asia, where a building boom has enormous shopping malls popping up in China, Malaysia and the Philippines...

AHA! Forbes.com recently came out with a list of the world's biggest malls and 3 of the top 10 are in the Philippines. no surprise there. it always amazes me how these massive commercial malls thrive in 3rd world countries such as the Philippines. it's just completely beyond me.

here's the complete list.
1. South China Mall
Location: Dongguan, China
7.1 million square feet

2. Golden Resources Shopping Mall
Location: Beijing, China
6 million square feet

3. SM Mall of Asia
Location: Pasay City, Philippines
4.2 million square feet

4. Cevahir Istanbul
Location: Istanbul, Turkey
3.8 million square feet

5. West Edmonton Mall
Location: Edmonton, Alberta, Canada
3.8 million square feet

6. SM Megamall
Location: Mandaluyong City, Philippines
3.6 million square feet

7. Berjaya Times Square
Location: Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
3.4 million square feet

8. Beijing Mall
Location: Beijing, China
3.4 million square feet

9. Zhengjia Plaza
Location: Guangzhou, China
3 million square feet

10. SM City North Edsa
Location: Quezon City, Philippines
3 million square feet

mall highlights:
SM Mall of Asia has a 20 seater tram to take you around the mall, an olympic sized swimming pool and the first IMAX theatre in the country. SM Megamal has a skating rink. SM North Edsa is a 5 story complex with 100 retail shops.

ok now im ready to go shopping...

first entry in 08

2008-01-07T09:12:00.000-08:00

Here's your horoscope for January 07 to 13.

Your work and health zone looks fabulous this week, APM, with influences that can help you reap the success you deserve. Jupiter has moved into Capricorn, which is encouraging you to be bold and to step out of your comfort zone. You are going to be eager to sort out aspects of your everyday life and be more adventurous in the process. You are also likely to want to mix and mingle with those who pull the strings and who have both experience and status as well. Take a look at your routines and see whether they are serving you, especially when it comes to living a meaningful life. If you are bored with your job and your health is letting you down, then you certainly need to think about change. So why not begin this process this week when you have a New Moon in Capricorn? This is the perfect time to start afresh! Start a healthier diet, begin to exercise, and apply for new jobs that you are truly passionate about. The more you feel connected to what you do, the more energy and vitality you will have. A meeting on Saturday may result in a whirlwind relationship. Take it easy!

Oh-Seven

2007-12-29T13:21:00.000-08:00

thank you for a wonderful year. it's been a great 2007. i wish you and your family all the best this coming new year!

Miracles Await in 2008

2007-12-29T11:15:00.000-08:00

i was browsing thru the Toronto Star while enjoying my coffee and a stack of pancakes when i came across this news article entitled Miracles Await in 2008. it was an astrological summary of the coming new year and every zodiac sign was detailed accordingly. here's mine:

LEO

Experiences that seem almost too good to be true will be yours to enjoy. You deserve them, so don't doubt it. There's a delightful development in your life coming up. And there's also a chance to apply yourself to a task that fires your imagination, unleashes your creativity and makes your feel much more confident about what you have to offer the world.

there's no place like family

2007-12-24T23:35:00.000-08:00

it's only been a little over 24 hours since i arrived in canada and i already feel very content and happy about the holidays. an unfamiliar feeling i have to admit, since i haven't had the opportunity to celebrate the season around family for quite some time. the past 6 years - christmas eve and christmas day for the most part, involves searching for a christmas dinner or party to crash or finding a friend without family to hang with (there's always somebody who stays in town) or going to the movies alone on christmas night.

the past 6 years i have tried hard to detach myself from the familial aspect of christmas but moving forward i will have to try harder and regain a better appreciation of the holidays. i have to re-understand that holidays is about family as i hoping to spend more christmases with them and the people that matter. after all - there's no place like family, there's no place like home.

merry christmas!

O Canada

2007-12-23T21:55:00.000-08:00

woohoooo!!! i made it to Toronto in one piece (the flight was very rough due to an incoming storm). it is freezing here - feels like about 25 degrees right now. the sidewalk are lined with snow. my sister's house is very festive and finally i am feeling christmasy!

aiight ... more posts to come. it's time for some steamy rice, adobo and longganisa.

countdown to holiday break!

2007-12-23T11:57:00.000-08:00

0 days!!! lolz. i'm off to Toronto! merry christmas everyone!

countdown to holiday break!

2007-12-20T13:07:00.000-08:00

1 day to 11 days of freedom and 3 days to canada trip. weather is looking coooool but no sign on snow fall on christmas day. sadness but keeping my hopes up - fingers and toes crossed! i want a perfect white christmas!

holiday party #5

2007-12-19T12:50:00.000-08:00

Holiday Cheers and Wine Party
Avi's office
December 18, 2007

whew... i believe this is the last holiday party of the year. i made it!

holiday party #4

2007-12-18T08:35:00.000-08:00

2nd Annual Holiday Dinner
Buddha's Belly
December 16, 2007

awesome food and yummy drinks plus the company of beautiful people equals good times. happy holidays super friends!

more pics to come ....

countdown to holiday break!

2007-12-17T17:03:00.000-08:00

6 days to canada trip ...

as of writing, it doesn't look like it's gonna be a white christmas. frown ...

holiday party #3

2007-12-17T14:25:00.000-08:00

Marshall's holiday dinner
Marshall's house - Fairfax
December 15, 2007

LMAO - i got so busy with the yummy food and drinks that i didn't get the chance to take pics. here's 2 pics taken while we played Catch Phrase.

thank you marshall - such a gracious host, as always.

countdown to holiday break!

2007-12-14T12:50:00.000-08:00

9 days to canada trip ...

weather is cold - as expected. and it looks like there's gonna be snow showers the day i fly. weee ... i'm still hoping for a white christmas!

holiday party #2

2007-12-14T06:38:00.000-08:00

HiSpeedMedia holiday lunch
P6 Restaurant
December 13, 2007

I forgot to bring my camera so ended up using my phone cam which sucks as you can see. lol!

holiday party #1

2007-12-09T21:52:00.000-08:00

Valueclick company party
The Four Seasons Hotel
December 8, 2007

Thanks Lesley, for coming as my date. heee...

10th year reunion

2007-11-12T12:46:00.000-08:00

this was in the first email i read early this monday morning. it's a classic moment where you find yourself feeling both happy and sad. happy because you look back and smile at those glorious, almost care-free days of college. sad because one, 10 years pretty much translates to 'i'm old' and two, i'm missing out on another special life event.

it's just one of the many things you compromise when you live away from home. and all i can do is sigh =(

sniffs...

2007-11-06T13:56:00.000-08:00

In my dream, I slept as my father does now; in my daily life, i do what he used to do - turn my body into a metaphor for my emotions, make it stronger, more capable. Along the way, i try to notice the small things - the bright green moss tucked into crevices of gray rock, the first buds about to open on the trees - the things I would miss if I were leaving this earth soon.

- from The Long Goodbye by Patti Davis

oye ...

2007-11-02T13:42:00.000-07:00

i walked into work this morning and found this on my desk.
another proof that the holidays is just around the corner.

holiDAZE

2007-10-31T21:46:00.000-07:00

do you ever get those moments when you fell like time is going by too fast? tonight is definitely one of those moments. after the crazy halloween festivities at work (our department theme is football and i dressed up as a crazed 49ers fan), i come home excited for some quiet time by myself. i changed into my favorite over-sized shirt and a pair of comfy shorts. i sat on the couch with my glass of soy milk feeling stoked over a new episode of Pushies Daisies. I switched on the TV and the first freakin' thing i see is a holiday commercial for Ross. a HOLIDAY commercial - do you read me? i'm barely recovering from my Halloween candies and here i am comfronted with another holiday.

the days spiral from here on - THANKSGIVING - CHRISTMAS DAY - NEW YEAR'S. just watch and i can almost guarantee you that after you read this entry, it will time to stuff that turkey for Thanksgiving dinner. right after a tryptophan induced yawn and a quick burp, it'll be Christmas Day. and even before you finish sipping your apple cider, it'll New Year's.

sometimes i wish life comes with a 'pause' button or that a 1-800-SLO-DOWN hotline exist.

eva and virg in LA...

2007-10-27T09:41:00.000-07:00

needless to say, it was great to see you both.

The most beautiful rainbow

2007-10-11T21:46:00.000-07:00

I was in the process of deleting old emails and came across this one.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that
wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You
will have your heart broken probably more than once and
it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so
remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight
with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things
an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast,
and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too
many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never
been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset
is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be
afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never
begin.

why the hell not?

2007-09-21T08:31:00.000-07:00

this company slogan gave me a good early friday morning chuckle.

independence day

2007-09-10T22:27:00.000-07:00

cartwheels, backflips, pirouettes - just few of the things i wanted to do after seeing my permanent resident card (green card) in the mail today. honestly there are no words to describe how it felt. but one thing is for sure - it felt so damn good!

hope floats eternal.

it's a happy day.

drop by for some tea ...

2007-09-02T22:35:00.000-07:00

IT'S OFFICIAL!

i am now a resident of Sweet Jasmine Lane in Woodland Hills.

big shout out to Nick, Cliburn, Tom and Joel for helping me move. thanks for not hating me. i know it was a tough day considering it was 115 degree right when we were unloading the truck. we survived it though, right? hope you enjoyed the greasy pizza as much as i did.

and after all the boxes has been unpacked and all my stuff organized, please feel free to come by for some tea. i don't live on Sweet Jasmine Lane for nothing.

some things i just don't understand....

2007-08-29T09:07:00.000-07:00

Helmsley's Dog Gets $12 Million in Will
Wednesday August 29, 6:12 am ET
Helmsley Dog Gets $12 Million, but Real Estate Billionaire Leaves Nothing to 2 Grandchildren

NEW YORK (AP) -- Leona Helmsley's dog will continue to live an opulent life, and then be buried alongside her in a mausoleum. But two of Helmsley's grandchildren got nothing from the late luxury hotelier and real estate billionaire's estate.

Helmsley left her beloved white Maltese, named Trouble, a $12 million trust fund, according to her will, which was made public Tuesday in surrogate court.

She also left millions for her brother, Alvin Rosenthal, who was named to care for Trouble in her absence, as well as two of four grandchildren from her late son Jay Panzirer -- so long as they visit their father's grave site once each calendar year.

Otherwise, she wrote, neither will get a penny of the $5 million she left for each.

Helmsley left nothing to two of Jay Panzirer's other children -- Craig and Meegan Panzirer -- for "reasons that are known to them," she wrote.

But no one made out better than Trouble, who once appeared in ads for the Helmsley Hotels, and lived up to her name by biting a housekeeper.

"I direct that when my dog, Trouble, dies, her remains shall be buried next to my remains in the Helmsley mausoleum," Helmsley wrote in her will.

The mausoleum, she ordered, must be "washed or steam-cleaned at least once a year." She left behind $3 million for the upkeep of her final resting place in Westchester County, where she is buried with her husband, Harry Helmsley.

She also left her chauffeur, Nicholas Celea, $100,000.

She ordered that cash from sales of the Helmsley's residences and belongings, reported to be worth billions, be sold and that the money be given to the Leona M. and Harry B. Helmsley Charitable Trust.

Her longtime spokesman, Howard Rubenstein, had no comment.

Helmsley died earlier this month at her Connecticut home. She became known as a symbol of 1980s greed and earned the nickname "the Queen of Mean" after her 1988 indictment and subsequent conviction for tax evasion. One employee had quoted her as snarling, "Only the little people pay taxes."

Source: Yahoo Finance
http://biz.yahoo.com/ap/070829/helmsley_s_pooch.html?.v=1

*****
$12 million is a lot of dog food is all i can say.
*****

hello telephone ....

2007-08-26T22:42:00.000-07:00

I was cleaning out my storage cabinet and i came across my first cell phone in the US. A Nokia 5165.

This cellphone doubles as a paper weight, an ironing device for minor creases, and a protective weapon in case of assault.

*wink*

disarray ...

2007-08-21T13:52:00.000-07:00

i woke up this morning and was shocked to find out my fridge is gone. my heart skipped. i blinked, rubbed my eyes, looked around my apartment and then realized WHY there's an empty spot in my kitchen and WHY my apartment is in total disarray. i'm moving.

i grunted as i made myself a cup of coffee and secretly wished for a magic spell that will move my shtuff with a wink of an eye or a swish of a hand or a snap of a finger. i scan the chaos. the caffeine slowly sank in and of course, there is NO spell - magical or not - that will make the move easier. plain and simple, i just have to deal with it.

now don't get me wrong - i'm actually looking forward to moving in to the new apartment. i love it - private garage, big living room, guest bathroom, washer dryer in unit, the works. what i'm not too crazy about is the process in between. the packing, the physical move and unpacking is an idea i vehemently loathe.

if you haven't used it in the last 2 years then you probably never will ... ever! that's the general rule i set for myself as i started sorting through one of the cabinets yesterday. i found my portable cd player(gawd i can't believe i used to carry this around the gym), a teddy bear from an ex, notes/letters/pictures from another ex, three different chargers for cellphones i no longer have, an adapter for i don't know what exactly, a christmas tin box with candies (eek), a burned copy of Diary of Alicia Keys ... the list of crap goes on and on an on. with a little pang of guilt and pain in my heart, i tossed everything in a trash bag. and i repeated to myself - if you haven't used it in the last 2 years then you probably never will ... ever!

the insanity doesn't end there. there's a couple more cabinets to go through, some drawers and not to mention the closet. the next 2 weeks will be stressful and exhausting but i'm pretty sure it will be all worth it.

Mattel Voluntary Recall

2007-08-16T15:43:00.001-07:00

Please read and forward info to all concerned.

http://www.mattel.com/safety/us/

sorry nick ... but you might have to return your Polly Pocket Playset.

more happy birthdays ...

2007-08-13T12:08:00.000-07:00

i guess one of the consequences of having a ton of friends is that there is always someone celebrating a birthday. the past 3 weekends saw the birthday celebrations for me, then joel, then just yesterday - phillip. next up is eric and then marky.

no complaints though. it's always a joy to have yummy food and drinks with a bunch of crazy people.

happy birthday philip!

Umbrella

2007-08-09T12:44:00.001-07:00

damn all these acoustic versions of rhianna's umbrella, this song is starting to grow on me! hearing the toned down version i was able to pay attention to the words. and i have to admit - the lyrics isn't so bad.

thanks to tommyknox100 from youtube for this impressive performance. rock on!

check it out..

ang bulaklak ...

2007-07-27T14:30:00.000-07:00

well i guess turning 30 isn't so bad when you got someone sending you a dozen red roses at work ....

California Adventure

2007-05-22T09:57:00.000-07:00

California Adventure

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2007-05-18T15:30:00.000-07:00

Califonia

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good for the soul...

2007-05-10T23:02:00.000-07:00

i was putting away the "tabo" and it dawned on - mom has gone back home and i am alone again. i started sobbing.

it's been a week since my mom and sisters left and as i slowly get back into the swing of things, i look back at the past 3 weeks and feel a sense of fulfillment. there are a thousand adjectives to describe mom's trip to LA, but if i had to choose one word, it would be LIBERATING. i was able to open up to her and express myself in ways i've never done before. it was good to finally tell her. we both cried. when she said she understands and she is accepting and that she still loves me - i cried even more.

needless to say, the opportunity to spend time with my family after 6 longs years is exactly what i needed. it's been a tough journey, not just for me but for everyone, most specially after we lost papa. it's a pretty hard reality but we have to accept that there will never be another trip with him. life will never be the same.

as i struggle to find normalcy, i continuously remind myself that i am never alone. i am blessed with a loving family who i know, despite our distance, will always be there for me. i have a solid circle of friends. the kind who will stick with you through both the good times and the bad. i am very lucky and i am forever thankful.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2007-03-19T16:25:00.001-07:00

Your Birthdate: July 27

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.
You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.
Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.
You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.

Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone

Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge

Your power color: Cobalt blue

Your power symbol: Dove

Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

on the 7th day ....

2007-02-26T06:50:00.000-08:00

A Reason, A Season, A Lifetime

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong -doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (anyway); and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life.

- DREW CHALKER

alberto l. macayan 1938-2006

2007-02-18T11:32:00.000-08:00

Love 07

2007-02-14T07:32:00.000-08:00

Love is patient; love is kind.
Love is not envious or boastful or arrogant or rude.
It does not insist on its own way: it is not irritable or resentful;
It does not rejoice in wrong doing, but rejoices in truth.
Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

1 Corinthians 13

letter for papa.... (REPOST)

2007-02-12T12:38:00.000-08:00

in observance of my father's first year death anniversary - i am reposting the last letter i wrote for him. this was the same letter that was read at his funeral and a copy of which was placed inside his coffin before he was put in his final resting place.

I miss you, PAPA!

* * * * *

february 2006

dear papa,

i don't know how or where to begin. this is probably the most painful letter i ever have to write.

i guess i should start by saying - i am sorry. for not being there in your most difficult and trying time and also for not being there today. i know that in your heart and in your mind, you know how much i wanted to be there. i've always longed to hold you and console you and be the good son i wanted to be. unfortunately, certain situations wouldn't let me. i hope you understand. a part of me believes that where i am right now is exactly where you want me to be. this was your grand plan all along. you've worked very hard to provide me with a comfortable life and good education among other things. it was your goal to secure a good future for mama, for my brother and sisters, and for myself. papa, i know you can hear me, and i want you to know that you have succeeded in more ways than one.

although another part of me is lost, i am faithful that in time, i will fully understand our fate.

also, i want to say thank you for a million reasons. you have been a loving husband, a devoted father, a supportive father in law, an adoring grandfather, a valuable friend to peers, coworkers and even acquaintances. you will always be the strong, invulnerable gentleman both kids and adults look up to.
most importantly, thank you for showing us the real meaning of courage and strength. you have redefined bravery and for that, i know i have no reason to feel weak. you are a true gentleman and always will be.

in my heart i will hold a promise - to always remember august 29, 2001. four years, five months, and twenty days ago. as i watched you and mama walk through that gate at the san francisco airport, never did i imagine that it was gonna be the last time i will see you. that particular date shall mark the turning point of our journey.

this is not the end. it will never be. for i am certain that you will be with me as i go through my own personal journey. i know that you will be watching over me and guiding me through the right path.

i am in great pain that i can not be there to read you this letter. my heart bears so much heaviness with the fact that i won't have the chance to say my final goodbye. but i believe that you are always with me and that our love will transgress through the distance.

papa ... the strength you have exemplified will be my inspiration. the knowledge you imparted will be my guiding light. your courage shall make me stronger and in your peace i shall find mine.

i love you and til we meet again...

much love,
your bunso - alex

* * * * *

welcome akia

2007-02-07T20:02:00.000-08:00

today i learned that my good friend, virgie, gave the world a beautiful gift named Dion Akia Tumulak.

congratulations to virgie and diony. i look forward to meeting your precious little girl.

and i begin to wonder

2007-02-01T11:38:00.000-08:00

my tarot reading for today - february 1, 2007 ...

"Today is a day where things become official, or legal. And that's not surprising: Justice and the Sun are intent on legalizing an aspect of your private life. Could it be that your significant other is asking you for your hand? Or, if marriage is not on the cards, dear APM, maybe you'll move in together, or you'll finally meet the parents-in-law? Could this be a promise of a sincere and long-lasting relationship?"

hmmmm??? reeeally??

The Power of 07

2007-01-07T21:27:00.000-08:00

Great times with great friends. It's gonna be a great year!

HAPPY 07!!!

Kudos to Marvin for hosting an awesome NYE party!

My quit anniversary ...

2007-01-04T10:39:00.000-08:00

Today marks the 2nd year of my quitting from smoking. I'm very happy that i'm able to pull this off. Surprisingly, quitting was difficult only the first two to three weeks. After a while it was just smooth sailing. I know easier said than done specially for long time smokers. Sheer determination and setting goals helped me a lot. Hopefully with this quick word i am able to reach out and help someone.

Below is my quit info courtesy of quitnet.com
Your Quit Date is: Monday, January 03, 2005 at 9:00:00 AM
Time Smoke-Free:729 days, 17 hours, 53 minutes and 33 seconds
Cigarettes NOT smoked:7297
Lifetime Saved:1 month, 25 days, 17 hours
Money Saved:$1,277.50

It feels good to be alive!

i'm sowee ...

2006-12-06T14:08:00.000-08:00

i've been pretty crazy busy hence i haven't posted anything recently. but as a 'forgive me' present to you all - video clip taken at dance class 12/4. happy viewing...

surprise bday party for jenn ...

2006-10-12T20:38:00.000-07:00

GOOD TIMES!

please visit jenn's blog page and see her amazing attitude and spirit. be inspired!

my new friend cora ...

2006-10-01T20:37:00.000-07:00

i honestly couldn't remember the last time i was on a horse ... but when ever the hell it was, i'm pretty sure it wouldn't come close to my horsie-riding experience in malibu earlier today. thanks dennis! i had a great time.

view from the top. too bad it was slightly overcast but if you look closely you can see the ocean in the distance

that's oregon boy right there in the blue shirt. hehe..

riding up the malibu trail.

that's cora right there. taking a little snack break.

and that's cora hot round ass. sorry cora, i couldn't help it. i just had to take a picture. oh by the way, i took this picture right after she pooped. obviously, she had way too many snacks and couldn't hold it in.

and i'm pretty darn sure that some of my readers/friends are skeptical about me going horse back riding. scroll down fools.

and that's me with cora. isn't she pretty?

if anyone is interested to go horsie back riding, visit http://www.malibulakeriders.com/. and if you happen to ride cora, tell her i send my warments regards. =)

Men Are Just Happier People

2006-09-26T09:22:00.000-07:00

sent to me by my friend eva. what has hong kong done to you?!!

Men Are Just Happier People. What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth.

The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another petrol station toilet because this one is just too dirty. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress costs $1500. A Tux rental is only $100.

People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. You have one mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness. If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend.

Your underwear is $10 for a three-pack. Three pairs of shoes are more than enough. You almost never have strap problems in public. You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes. Everything on your face stays its original colour. The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades. You only have to shave your face and neck. You can play with toys all your life. Your belly usually hides your big hips. You need only one wallet and one pair of shoes. You want only one colour for all seasons. You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look! You can "do" your nails with a penknife. You have freedom of choice concerning growing a moustache.

You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives on December 24 in 25 minutes. You don't freak out when you go to a party and see another man wearing the same
shirt, instead you become buddies.

No WONDER men are happier...

reeeally??

HAHAHA

2006-09-25T16:21:00.000-07:00

ok i guess i'm having too much fun uploading all these videos ...

sayaw tayo ...

2006-09-25T15:11:00.000-07:00

i was digging thru some emails and came across this. lol ...
Whenever Werever Whatever by Maxwell

and another one...
Bless My Soul Again by Harlem Lee
definitely one of my favorite routines. thanks frank and thanks harlem. go pinoy talent!

to blog or not to blog?

2006-09-19T20:12:00.000-07:00

i look at my blog page and i wanna puke. it's pathetic and i ask myself why do i even keep a f'ing blog page?! my life is ..... lifeless. there's nothing really to blog about.

the frustration kills me. i may not be the most talented writer in the world but i do know i have ideas, life experiences, or even random thoughts that i can share. sometimes it simply escapes me.

oooh Camp24 Jabs N' Abs - finally got the chance to go since i stayed in friday night and managed to go to bed at 10pm. "... Jabs N' Abs utilizes simple kickboxing movements that target the abdominal muscles!" i thought it was gonna be a piece of cake and walked in there with much confidence. i can do an hour and a half of dance class anyway so what's an hour of Jabs N' Abs??? boy was i wrong - after 30 minutes of punching in the air and jumping around, this boy was ready to pass out. the last 20 minutes of the class was dedicated to sit-ups. sit-ups in every manner imaginable! in my every push i was for sure my cup of coffee will find its way out of my mouth. i wanted to give up but i huffed and i puffed and somehow i managed to finish the class. after the last set of stretches - i shot a cocky "good class!" to the teacher and walked out. i popped 2 tylenols the minute i got home. today i learned that there's a clear difference between pirouettes and battlements versus Jabs N' Abs.

WIN WIN WIN!

2006-09-13T12:01:00.000-07:00

quit anniversary ...

2006-09-13T11:55:00.000-07:00

Your Quit Date is: 1/3/2005 9:00:00 AM
Time Smoke-Free: 618 days, 2 hours, 53 minutes and 1 second
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 6181
Lifetime Saved: 1 month, 17 days, 5 hours
Money Saved: $1,081.50

sigh.

2006-09-04T22:50:00.000-07:00

i had a good life before you...
it was empty actually, but at least i was blissfully unaware of how miserable i was. whereas now, because of you, i am acutely aware of how completely and totally unhappy i am. thank you for that.

- from Failure to Launch

WIN WIN WIN!

2006-08-30T12:15:00.000-07:00

quit anniversary ...

2006-08-03T09:52:00.000-07:00

Your Quit Date is: Monday, January 03, 2005 at 9:00:00 AM
Time Smoke-Free: 576 days, 18 hours, 2 minutes and 34 seconds
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 5768
Lifetime Saved: 1 month, 14 days, 1 hour
Money Saved: $1,009.75

29th year ...

2006-07-30T23:03:00.000-07:00

a combination of great food, a 3-day weekend, endless calls and text messages, cupcakes, nice weather, a night of dancing, designer jeans, flowers, overflowing vodka, awesome gifts, AND a jason mraz cake enjoyed in the company of the most amazing group of people i more lovingly call 'family' than 'friends'.

a quiet dinner and a fun movie.

i'm thankful...

more fun pictures HERE

sigh ...

2006-07-22T18:13:00.000-07:00

beautiful...

virginia

2006-07-08T08:15:00.000-07:00

virzie!!!! great to see you. gosh i still can't believe you're pregnant. when will it be my turn? ha!

i'll you see you around.

MORE PICS HERE
(courtesy of virginia)

fine! bite me ...

2006-06-05T15:59:00.000-07:00

i know i know. i've been lagging behind on keeping my blog page up to date. for whatever it's worth - i'm sorry (LOL).

here's the thing though - nothing has been going on with my life. nothing too exciting to write about. it's amazing how one event can change one's life. like in an instant you're a different person.

i read somewhere that a person becomes an adult when you bury a parent or become a parent yourself. obviously i'm not gonna be a parent anytime soon. and when my father passed away in february, i never got the chance to see him. i didn't get to see him during his last moments. i didn't even get to be a pallbearer at his funeral. and yes, i didn't get a chance to personally say goodbye.

i read somewhere too that there are 5 stages in dealing with death. i'm not gonna dwell on each one of these steps but the particular stage in question is the 5th and final and definitely the most difficult - ACCEPTANCE. i simply didn't understand how to accept the loss. maybe i have accepted but didn't know it or that maybe, like in some cases i've read, acceptance wouldn't happen until after a few years. that idea scares me.

"accepting loss/death of a loved one is fully accomplished when one has fully understand the fact that he or she is not coming back"

i've said before that missing out on my own father's funeral is the demon that i will have to deal with for the rest of my life. i have promised myself and the people that i love that i will do my best to be ok and slowly move on. it's easier said than done. on the outside i am ok, but on the inside i'm in pain. when surrounded by friends, i'm ok. but in solitude, i am not. most of the time i lose the battle against my own demon. on the bright side, i guess the situation provides me with some kind of balance. the joy of being with friends evens out the pain i feel when alone. finding a happy medium is my goal right now. and in my own time, i will heal.

'nuf said.

on the 40th day ....

2006-03-28T14:50:00.000-08:00

it's been a while. i'm trying to get back on the saddle. the past few weeks has been pretty rough so please bear with me. be nice! =)

before i totally forget - thank you to everyone who offered their support and prayers. in losing my father i gained realization that i am blessed with awesome friends. i will be forever grateful for literally and figuratively holding me up when my world seemed to be falling apart. my love goes out to all of you. i will never forget...

today my family and i observe papa's 40th day of death. it is believed that on this day his soul leaves earth and enters the gates of heaven. hence prayers are offered to aid his journey from earth to heaven where his soul will forever be in peace.

as for those of us who were left behind, the long process of healing begins. it's been extremely difficult for me since i am away from home, away from family who can provide me with a strong emotional backbone that i badly need right now. i have to heal. i promise myself that somehow i'll make it. i survived before. i no reason to fail now.

letter for papa ....

2006-02-26T19:16:00.000-08:00

alberto l. macayan 1938-2006

2006-02-20T12:44:00.000-08:00

urban word of the week ... [7]

2006-02-13T11:35:00.000-08:00

valentine's day:
1) holiday maliciously created to make lonely people extremely depressed.
2) a corporate conspiracy conceived by candy makers, rose growers, lingerie stores, and jewellers to get people to spend money on junk.

SOURCE:
urbandictionary.com
Define Your World.

my fridge is alive!

2006-02-11T20:20:00.000-08:00

man, it was a rough week. i'm glad i made it to the weekend. the past few days has been a blur except for thursday when i finally got the chance to stay home and chill. dance class, gym, or dinner get-together after my daily 8 to 5 could be exhausting.

it was my one and only niece's 3rd birthday last monday. i called her and she happily sang 'happy birthday to me' with full gusto over the phone. it was precious! also when i asked her what she was doing, she replied 'i'm watching bambi the reindeer'. hahahaha i laughed so hard i almost fell off my chair. it's amazing what kids would say.

i finally got around to cleaning my fridge. a slice of cheesecake from a holiday party, pasta sauce i made a month ago, 3-week old tuna spread - just a few of the stuff sitting in my fridge and pretty much forming a life of its own. i threw out the tupperware most of them were stored in and i nuked a sauce pan in boiling water for a good 10 minutes. it was scary! no wonder the past few weeks i've been spooked out at home. someone else was living in my apartment - micro organisms breeding unwanted life forms right inside the comfort of my own refrigerator!

urban word of the week ... [6]

2006-02-06T14:17:00.000-08:00

broke:
It refers to being penniless, out of cash, completely fucking spent, skint

SOURCE:
urbandictionary.com
Define Your World.

weekend randomness ...

2006-02-05T19:40:00.000-08:00

it's sunday. after finishing the not-so-impressive-drowned-out-with-special-effects War of the Worlds, i headed to bed for a promised one hour nap. i set my alarm at 530pm but woke up at 630 instead. sigh .. there goes my afternoon.

it's been a rough week. i've been feeling lost and spaced out and homesick. the thing is i don't know what really triggered it. am i going crazy? i'm convinced that it's a pretty normal phase that i usually go through. surprisingly though i've never gotten used to it. after all these years, i couldn't seem to fight the evil of homesickness and it's insane affects on me and my psyche. i have crazy mood swings, i couldn't eat, my motivation is the size of a pea and i'm very emotional. i couldn't find myself. a lot of things are not making any sense right now. should i go see a doctor now?

i'm tired of LA. i should move some place where the seasons change.

looks like the planned mini-reunion with my sisters at louisville, kentucky will fall through. boo! i've been looking forward to it really. seeing ate yvette is possibly the closest i could get to being home. i've imagined the dinners together, the trips to the park with my 3-year old niece, the long talks over coffee. would have been nice. it would have been good for my soul.

maybe i should pack my bags and just go home. but where is home?

urban word of the week ... [5]

2006-01-30T11:18:00.000-08:00

awesomeness test:
1) An act of what appears to be generosity- such as lending an acquaintance a CD or movie, etc., or allowing them to choose what to do for fun- that is really more of a method of evaluating whether or not they're up to your cool standards.

2) An inner struggle that involves the choice between what you believe is cool and what society tells you is cool; if you allow your sense of coolness to triumph over popular opinion, you have passed the awesomeness test.

SOURCE:
urbandictionary.com
Define Your World.

blah ... blah ... blah ...

2006-01-29T00:04:00.000-08:00

listening to: Dynamite by Jamiroqaui

re-living the spirit of Canned Heat and Cosmic girl, i am truely enjoying Jamiroqaui's latest cd. the blend of disco, techno funk and dance style gives me a certain high that i actually caught myself jamming and bobbing my head while i listened to the cd at work. favorite track - it's a toss up between seven days in sunny june and time won't wait. the cd name best describes it - dynamite!

currently reading: Home Bound - Filipino American Lives Across Cultures, Communities and Countries by Yen Li Espiritu

while this book is loaded with big words (i.e. transnationlism, annexation, etc.), the author's attempt to define the present "filipino immigrant" by looking into the extensive history of the filipino-american relations, is most certainly engaging. the book is giving me a good overview on how my concept of the 'american dream' evolved from an almost imaginary "mind set" to an actual "living it". the definitions of 'home' from an immigrant's perspective is another topic that i'm particularly interested in.

latest purchase: Braun rechargeable electronic shaver
i'm broke but i gotta have it. so i amex'd that shit! being the semi-klutz that i am, using a razor just isn't my thing! so before i bleed to death in a futile attempt to achieve a clean shave, i decided that an electronic shaver may just be the solution to my problem.

peace!

JM in manila

2006-01-28T17:53:00.000-08:00

JM is now kissing and signing US stamps! how cool is that??

here's an excerpt from JM's 1/23/2006 journal entry called Excuses for Excusing one's Self.

01.19.06
My room here in Manila feels like it did when I left it almost 2 years ago. Assuming it's the same room. It's hard to tell. Hotels have a wonderful way of making you feel like your always coming home, that is, if you show your loyalty to a select few. Holy shit, my name is embroidered on the pillows. I wish I had brought a camera with me now. I would've taken a photo of agro-Toca on the flight to Manila as he was purposefully spilling a soda on the guy in front of him in protest of minimal legroom.

01.21.06
I've spent maybe 6 dollars since I've been here, on two 3-dollar beverages from Starbucks, which were actually paid for by my companions on this adventure. At the show last night, they advertised this hotel as the official residence of Jason Mraz. They aren't kidding. Every employee in this place calls me by my first name. Good morning Mr. Jason. Will you be having tea with us Mr. Jason? Don't forget to take your pillowcases home with you Mr. Jason. My name is embroidered on the pillowcases. They also gave me breakfast coupons so all I have to do is hand one over to feast the waffle, rice and everything that comes from a pig.

Mr. Jason was what they called me when I worked at a day care center for about a month during the summer of 96. It was called Almost Angels Day care center. To me that name sounded more like kids who were almost dead. I couldn't handle that kind of pressure.

Toca scored some (blank) last night, the very same that was given to JaRule and the Black Eyed Peas when they stayed here. I wonder if they had black Eyes Peas inscribed on the pillowcases. If so I want a pair to go with my Black Eyed Pea themed bedroom at home. They will complete the collection in the elegant manner I'm aiming for. Mraz I Am.

***

this boy is too funny!!!

urban word of the week ... [4]

2006-01-23T10:31:00.000-08:00

lush:
1. one who becomes intoxicated after a few drinks and flirts with everyone.
2. somebody who drinks alot.

SOURCE:
urbandictionary.com
Define Your World.

anywhere but here ...

2006-01-21T15:53:00.000-08:00

it's been freezing the past week and today i caught myself looking at this awesome picture i took in hawaii. blue skies, warm water, lush greenery and the sun showering the entire scene with a beautiful orange hue. sigh ... please take me away!

quiet and uneventful - my blog page is a perfect reflection of my life. work, dance class, gym, studying web design - my routine is turning into a dull cycle. even if once in a while i manage to deviate from it - like hang out with friends, or go on a nice dinner date - after it's all done, it feels like my normal routine is way too over-powering to provide a sense of satisfaction that i was actually out of the cycle even for a few moments.

this morning i work up with a slight hang-over and realized that it was gonna be one of those days that i wish the cleaning fairy would come visit me. i was out of clean socks and underwear so laundry had to be done, my apartment looks like hurricane katrina hurled thru it, a stack of used dishes was piled high i'm scared it would topple over, and my bathroom is starting to have a life of its own. sigh ... please take me away!

do i whine too much?

oh speaking of 'whine' ... last night, i set out to join my friends celebrate Jun's birthday. i had 2 glasses of 'wine' at home earlier that night so needless to say, i was pretty much buzzing even before i got to the abbey. yeh, it was a struggle to finish a tall glass of absolut red bull and by the time i downed that shit, i was hammered! driving home wasn't a good idea but i managed. me and mr. b got home in one piece. i'm stubborn and foolish like that unfortunately and i would always always always berate myself the morning after.

mr. b got new brake pads and turn rotors last wednesday. i had to make an emergency visit to the service center after my wheels started making this funky metal-like scratchy sound. i was certain something was wrong and it scared the hell out of me - it felt like my wheels were gonna fly off any second. two hours and 225 dollars later, my car was running smoothly although my finances will be in a rough spot until the next payday. the price i have to pay for safety and some peace of mind. sigh ... please take me away!

celebrity sighting - ryan reynolds smoking outside GroundWorks on sunset and cahuenga. just thought i'd share. lol...

and oh, happy birthday mom! you may not be a big fan of my blog but i love you just the same ...

urban word of the week ... [3]

2006-01-16T11:03:00.000-08:00

anablog:
The old fashioned journal you wrote in with crushed tree pulp, binding, and maybe some kind of lock mechanism. For some reason people used to like writing opinions only they read. It is a fad past its prime but Borders still sells them for some reason.

SOURCE:
urbandictionary.com
Define Your World.

the power of words

2006-01-09T21:44:00.000-08:00

i received a long overdue 'merry christmas' card from my sister today. in it she wrote,

Always write your heart on the sand where waves of forgiveness can wash them away and to carve your blessings on stone where no wind can ever erase them.

All the best!

Always,
Ate Yvette

so little words but big in meaning. my eldest sister expresses her thoughts in such powerful words that it will knock the wind out of you.

i love her for that.

urban word of the week ... [2]

2006-01-09T07:03:00.000-08:00

Alex:
A short male, not incredibly good at any one thing. However talented at almost everything, a real all-rounder. Is also quite insecure about his shoe size.

SOURCE:
urbandictionary.com
Define Your World.

*great! exactly the kind of validation that i needed. lol!!!*

mr. db

2006-01-08T18:47:00.000-08:00

i got myself a new bestfriend. mr. db - short for dustbuster. but he's not short for anything else. he gets the job done and i'm happy about it.

i've visited like 4 houses recently with a dustbuster laying around in the kitchen or in a discreet area in the living room. the name pretty much gives away the main purpose of the machine but it never crossed my mind that a dustbuster was something i would i ideally have in my house. after gathering a handful of interesting information from friends, i finally got one for myself yesterday. after 16 hours of initial charging, i put mr. db to the test this afternoon and boy, he is a blessing indeed! it picked up, not only annoying dust, but worthless crap on my carpet and on my couch. dirt and hair in between those little crevices in my closet, on my dresser and in the bathroom was sucked into neverland. scraps of foreign objects in my kitchen are now buh-bye.

household chores has never been my cup of tea but today i was saved. i spent the rest of the afternoon and early evening dustbusting. =)

1st QUIT anniversary ...

2006-01-03T21:29:00.000-08:00

Your Quit Date is: Monday, January 03, 2005 at 9:00:00 AM
Time Smoke-Free: 365 days, 2 hours, 54 minutes and 36 seconds
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 3651
Lifetime Saved: 27 days, 21 hours
Money Saved: $638.75

i didn't even realize it's been a year since i quit smoking until i opened an email i received from quitnet.com. it's very overwhelming how one year went by sooo fast. what's more interesting that in one year i managed to save 27 days and 21 hours of my life. i stared at the email with mouth open for a full 30 seconds!

it's good to know that i achieved something the past year after all. i give myself a good pat on the back. and today i declare that my most valuable purchase in 2005 was a pack of Nicoderm CQ Clear Patch - Step 2. =)

365 days, 2 hours, 54 minutes and 36 seconds and counting .....

urban word of the week ... [1]

2006-01-03T07:11:00.000-08:00

new year:
New Year is a time where over weight fat asses pay for 3 months of gym memberships and go maybe 3 times in the first month, if they get their fat ass off of the couch and turn off Judge Judy or Maury. The time every year where my parents stop smoking for about 3-5 days then start again because of the stress me and my brother put them through, or something like that. Time where we all go out and get drunk and watch a stupid fucking ball be lowered off a building. New year is a great time, we start it off drunk, lie to our selves, and then go back to our normal denial state of mind 2 weeks later..

SOURCE:
urbandictionary.com
Define Your World.

hello there 2006

2006-01-01T21:24:00.000-08:00

i have to admit that i am pretty glad that 2005 is over and done with.

the past year has been a rough one commencing with the K break-up in january. over the summer i learned of my father's health situation. right before thanksgiving day i was thrown back to my previous position at the corporate office. in between these major events were a few more 'down' situations. oddly, a great deal of the past year has been spent in the 'down'. it felt like i never was in the 'up'.

but like any roller coaster, the up and down ride through life comes to a stop. for a few minutes, the engine comes to a halt for a deserved breather. it is an opportunity to rest, process how the previous ride was and determine how to face the succeeding roll. at this point, we get off the roller coaster and think. then we are given a chance to have another go at it. ride once again and hope for more 'ups' than 'downs'. life is a cycle. hold on to dear life because it is bumpy road, guaranteed.

i wish for endless tracks on my roller coaster ride. i want a ride-all-you-can ticket and i'm sure no matter how many ups and downs, loops, turns and spins, plunges - i am bound to get there.

i'm ready and this time, i'm gonna ride through life with my hands in the air ...

ode to 2006 ...

2005-12-31T20:14:00.000-08:00

climb up over the top
survey the state of the soul
you've got to find out for yourself
whether or not you're truly tryin
why not give it a shot
shake it, take control
and inevitably wind up
findin for yourself all the strengths
that you have inside of you

inspired by the words of mraz ....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!